jilly!!!tom's ur birthday na....aww....miss you na...i feel bad...can't be there sa b'day mo...coz canada ka...sniff...but i hope you'll be having so much fun sa b'day mo kht ala kami...and i so wanna see you na...when are u coming back??it's like forever na...na wala ka dito...sniff...anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY again!!jilly dear....

today.....i felt kinda upset kanina...thinking about how people treated me....i know that i'm not popular or anything to make people want to talk to me or anything but at least nman db? try to listen nman if i want to say something....ok...it was kind of like this...for example...izzie is talking...everybody is so attentive while she was talking...it's like everybody can relate to her....after niya sabihin yung story nya....evrybody laughs...but when it comes to this girl lisa...she tries to talk about something cause she wanted to share something to her friends...at first they look like they were trying to listen to her..but then jane started talking..interapting lisa while she was so hapy to tell her friends bout her story...then everybody started to turn their heads to jane...nobody seems to listen to lisa anymore...they forgot about her....and her story...and i suppose nobody even notice her anymore...she's like a ghost or something na...she was so disappointed...felt really hurt inside...because it happened to her for like several times na...before...she tried pushing all those depressing thoughts behind...but now...it was like a nightmare to her...she felt like she's so boring...maybe that's the reason why people don't want to listen to her stupid stories...she felt like she's an outcast...she doesn't belong...

school is boring...i lyk slept how many times? cguro mga max of 3 subj...hay...anyway...chinese is boring..she keeps on repeating everything she said...plus boring rin yung subject..sigh...i don't like our science teacher as well, she uses complicated words during her discussion as if galing galing n namin sa science..1st discussion pa lng nya i can't understand a thing na..panu pa kaya until 4th quarter..argh...anyway...i have tons of homework now and quizzes..so bbai...

oh well...2nd day of skul na...boring...all we hav to do is listen to the teachers...argh...boring pa ng iba...kaya nkakatlog ako..wahaha...yesterday i was doing the headbang thing pa nga e...so bored n kasi e...kaya cant keep myself awake na..sana hnd ako nkita ng teacher..whahha...hay...got no appetite n nman kanina..i barely ate anything a while ago..since yesterday pa ata...i dont feel like eating anything tho i'm hungry...nothing appeals to my hunger...anyway..i didn't eat anything during our lunch break a while ago..hay..i'm worried...something might be wrong with me..sniff...